Disco Damaged Kid by Polly Scattergood

if someone is really loving music art, love them true. here is one of the 'true'. I might say that. because this is one of the goods. Ive watched her for so long. true words, white lies. you people would like to tell others that you liked for something which isnt mainstream. just go home kiss your mom. because I promoted for myself to get what I like to hear. people already 'mainstream'ed, because they all were following those kind of non'mainstream'.

night and morning in Yogyakarta

About You by XXYYXX

people smell as citrus for much days
people smell as kiwi for some days
people smell as pineapple for one day
hard to count when people smell as sweet
life is too slow, slow as acids

I found them in Thailand, I went there for several times since stay in Malaysia. had no chance at those times to stop to look around even for awhile. all of the dark stuff are blacky. girl are expected to be good in managing time and money. but I don't even think so. 

Waiting You Till Asleep

I love to sit in front of the window when it's raining

lend hand for collecting the water droplets from roof edge

I see some people didn't bring umbrella 

running with water fulfil the shoes

I love to sit in front of the window when it's raining

dews stick on window surface obstruct my view to see people out there

feel the cold floor and lay face 

it was so sleepy until my men knocked the window

Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood

all I am is a man
I want the world in my hands
I hate the beach
but I stand in california with my toes in the sand
use the sleeves on my sweater
lets have an adventure
head in the clouds but my gravity centered
touch my neck and I'll touch yours
you in those little high waisted shorts

oh, she knows what I think about
and what I think about
one love, two mouths
one love, one house
no shirts, no blouse
just us, you find out
nothing I really wanna tell you about, no

cos it's too cold 
for you here
and now
so let me hold 
both your hands in the holes of my sweater

and if I may just take your breath away
I don't mind if there's not much to say
sometimes the silence guides your mind
so move to a place so far away
the goosebumps start race
the minute that my left hand meets your waist
and then I watched your face
put my finger on your tongue
cos you love to taste yeah
these hearts adore
everyone that our heart's beating for
inside this place is warm
outside it starts to pour

coming down
one love, two mouths
one love, one house
no shirts, no blouse
just us, you find out
nothing I really wanna tell you about
no, no, no
cos it's too cold 
for you here
and now
so let me hold 
both your hands in the holes of my sweater

cos it's too cold 
for you here
and now
so let me hold 
both your hands in the holes of my sweater

whoa, whoa, whoa
whoa, whoa, whoa
whoa, whoa, whoa

cos it's too cold 
for you here
and now
so let me hold 
both your hands in the holes of my sweater

it's too cold 
for you here
and now
so let me hold 
both your hands in the holes of my sweater

it's too cold, it's too cold
the hands of my sweater

still around the blog, instagram, twitter, facebook, 9gag, but worrying the final exam for tomorrow and final assignments next two days. y u do dis to meh, Northern University of Malaysia? it's okay gurl. not turn a hair. keep one's head. buuuut! don't ever keep retarded.

quick drawing made by Paint

A No

wanted to write so much after seeing someone's instagram in this early morning, and just woke up, and it's 11:57 am. not an early morning, such still dreaming. almost run into a noon. I'm terribly lost the chance to write over those months, didn't bring my 'hell no' diary. few minutes ago I had much ideas to write anything in my overload head. I just thought what's going on, on me? Simply the word doesn't work. the year, this year, 2013. still remember vividly people told about what the year would be like. hoping everything would be good towards them to faced, not they would be good to face all the things in coming year. I need to stop giving fuck. I know! but I'm not satisfied, yet, with my life. OH LYFE. the new year, spend those times with a guy. set the fireworks. ya I'm too great in get laid. I'm one of those people in the similar hopes. perhaps the reasons are here. why I am this silly for this year. just realized after several months passed.

Bad Girl

I am not what you think I am

I am what you thought I shouldn't be

I am a girl with limited ability and potentiality
I am not a dreamer
just love to sleep, having dreams, drawing so much, and swimming in the beach
but I hate it when my skin becomes darken

some people told me I am fussy, 

when talking too much of unimportant things

told me I am a liar,

when I can't keeping the promise

told me I am rotter,

when I make them hurts

I lived in sins

some people told me I am demure,
when I met stranger and didn't talk too much
told me I am a moneylender,
when I ask their promises
told me it was'nt good enough,
when I make them happy

I know I am blaming them, but did they ever think they blamed on me too much?

Sleeping in Memories

people change, but not for memory
I thought it would be easy for being another people
wondering what the universe really is
are we alone?
or am I alone?
memories bring you towards the facts
towards the limited facts
towards the questions with no answers
what is going to change if there was no me?
no you?
him, or them?
I just have to wake up now